Hello.

This week has been a true flurry of activity. Coming home early from school seems like such a blessing (and it is :D) but it is kinda dull when once I get home, I sit down and hit the books. Sometimes literally. But yeah, I’m pretty glad for this respite in the middle of it all. Thank you God!

I just want to really thank God and all the other people who encouraged me and stuff.. If not for everyone I think I would have given up and dug a hole in my bed and stayed there for ever. Especially the last two days. Nights spent turning over and over in bed like a restless coil in a DC motor. Without the split ring commutator. Ending up in freakish poses, suffocating under the blankets.  And through it all (oh I am such a weakling) I was just asking God, “why? why now, God?” and I think it was actually really a time to show me that the care that my family really has for me.

Though I woke up today and yesterday feeling totally like I was waking up in Mars, surprisingly, I sat through all the 2-hour-thirty-minute math papers and the humanities papers without even a hint of a strain on my sphincter muscles :D hahaha, you may not know this but I think urinary incontinence a really sad thing to happen to someone ):

I guess this shows something about me. Maybe I like to be in control all the time.

In control of my homework. My CCA. My projects. And my future.

But these two days have been a total wake-up call. Literally. And I think God was just reminding me. “You aren’t in control of everything. I am.” And thank goodness for that. I wouldn’t have known what to do if I wasn’t in the promise of being in the Safety Net of God.

(:

Yep. So now physics’s left, with the Bio and Chem Paper Ones. Bio was pretty terrible the other day, and I really hope I can have the will to stop slacking, stop eating so much and really trust God. What about you? Have you been feeling out of control lately over some stuff that’s been happening? If you believe, then believe that God saves.

(Ctrl-S)

HAHAHAHA ok I need to stop acting like a counselor because I can’t counsel hahah.

Allrightee I’m gonna resist temptation and hopefully the charges won’t elude me :-)

as ling says, “tata”.

(:

shehadthemusic:

LIFE’S GOOD BECAUSE I’VE GOT GOD

yes, it is (:

galosengen:

octopusoracle:

if you think our economy is bad just be thankful you dont live in neopia

(Source: squiddlebitch)

God has been very faithful to me 

Very, very faithful.

Even when my temper reaches the end of its tether

Thank God, I didn’t harm too many people’s feelings.

Today I ran for Him

And I’m glad to say that 

I beat myself flat

But beyond that His promise was seen

And He can definitely

make miracles happen

Thank God for my friends

who gave me so much joy and laughter

I’m sorry I upset them a few times

But I hope the support I give to them

Is a testimony of how God loves me, too

Thank you God

For everything you did for me

cos everything would fall apart

because of sin. my sins.

Yet it hasn’t 

Because He’s stitched me up (: